Hellooo! How is everyone’s week going so far? Mine’s going…ok, I guess. Work is busy which is always nice, and I worked on a freelance project last night that was looming over my head so it was nice to get things done.
Side note 1: check out my new blog header! I’ll link to the artists website when she has it up and running. Thanks, Shelby (and Lydia).
My application for grad school is due on Friday and ok, I’m kind of freaking out about it. You know, the whole “am I making the right decision” “am I really ready to handle all this extra work” “how am I going to keep up with my exercise (and sleep),” “will I forget what my boyfriend/friends/dog look like” kinds of questions. I’m trying to push those thoughts out of my head and remember all the reasons I want this and why this is the best time for to do it, but it’s still kinda scary.
Side note 2: The grad school thing, combined with some processed food choices that’s making me feel “puffy,” has led to lots of “fat talk” in my brain this week and I don’t know how to stop it. It’s the kind of stuff I wrote about here and although I wish I could have the healthy relationship with body image that so many others seem to have, I literally don’t know how to go about changing those thoughts that are as normal to me as breathing. Ok…I’m done. Thanks for listening.)
So, three girls at work are expecting babies within the same month or so (I’m staying away from the drinking water, just in case). And since we’ll take any reason for a potluck, we had a joint baby shower to celebrate and embarrasses the male coworkers who showed up for the food.
For the party I decided I’d take the blondie recipe I made awhile ago and try to make it a smidge healthier. And go me, they came out as tasty as I was hoping they would! It didn’t have quite that caramel-buttery flavor of the regular recipe, but they had a nice flavor (and a teeny bit of nutrition) with the sweetness of the brown sugar and chocolate balanced by the hearty pumpkin.
The only problem was that when they were done baking, it was still really gooey in the middle. I think maybe it was the moisture of the pumpkin? I know we all love our undercooked baked goods, but the middle pieces were definitely not worthy to serve to other people so I kept them all for myself.
See what I mean? But for a “not-so-butter-laden” treat, they were excellent. I want to experiment further with “healthified” baked goods. I’ve come to terms with my sweet tooth, so I have to find a way to make desserts I can eat (in moderation!) sans guilt (see side note #2).
Side note 3: I did warn the guests of honor that I was 99% sure the eggs were cooked all the way through, but not 100%. I am caring that way.
Pumpkin Chocolate-Chip Blondies
Adapted from Smitten Kitchen (adapted from How to Cook Everything by Mark Bittman
Ingredients:
- 1 stick of butter, melted
- 1 cup canned pumpkin
- 2 cups brown sugar
- 2 eggs
- 2 teaspoon vanilla extract
- Big pinch salt
- 1.5 cups all-purpose flour
- 0.5 cup whole wheat pastry flour
- 1 to 2 cups chocolate chips (I used most of a 12 oz bag, might have been too much)
Directions:
- Butter (or spray) a 9×13 pan
- Mix melted butter with brown sugar and pumpkin until smooth.
- Beat in eggs and vanilla.
- Add salt, then stir in flours. Mix in chocolate chips
- Pour into prepared pan. Bake at 350°F 25-30 minutes. It might be too soft in the middle, but you don’t want the edges to overcook.
- I recommend letting them cool completely before cutting.
See, totally edible.
I cut them into mini pieces, because it’s all about the “dessert sampler” at a potluck, as everyone knows.
Side note 4: What do you think of the “sit around and watch the guest of honor open gifts” thing at showers? I am not a fan. How many times can you ooh and ahh over a bib set (baby shower) or serving spoons (at a bridal shower). If it were me, I wouldn’t want to make my guests stare at my loot.
Side note 5: I bought a new toy today that will hopefully help with my blogging! If you follow me on Twitter you know what I’m talking about, but I’ll keep it under wraps here until it shows up at my door. I’m excited!
And with that, I’m OUT! I am really trying to get more (read: adequate) sleep, even if that means I can’t work out in the morning—and since I prefer AM workouts, it’s incentive to get my butt into bed!.
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I think showers where its all women is more understandable to do the gift thing. But it does get old if there are a ton of gifts. Those pumpkin blondies do look really good. Do you think if you used less pumpkin they would have baked up more even? Trying to think of a way to adjust that if I make them
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Ooer, I love the header! Verry professional looking
I totally forgot about this stellar blondie recipe until now. It would be perfect for Treat Monday at work! Except, I will de-healthify it. My co-workers have put the kybosh on healthy treats
You got a new camera didn’t you?? That excites me because I’m turning into a huge photography nerd.
As for the fat talk thing. I have to say, I was taken aback when you posted your first picture of yourself on the blog. You downplay your good looks waaaay too much! Hallie my dear, you’re not only beautiful but totally fit looking to boot! This is me proverbially whacking you over the head and telling you to smarten up
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i’m not a fan of watching people open gifts either – or opening them in front of others!!!
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I always feel weird opening gifts in front of people. I always feel like I need to act so happy about everything. It feels silly!
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I can’t stand doing that. I really think it’s the most pathetic thing ever, and I will not do it at my baby or wedding shower! It really bothers me. It’s like gifts and money are the main focus, for about 60 minutes. It’s irritating. haha, you sparked something in me, I’m fired up about that one!
Anyway, regarding your “Fat talk” I really hope you can find ways to cope with it. For me, I just try to stay focused on the positives, and about the things that I love about myself. Whenever negative thoughts start to pop up, I shun them with happy, positive self talk (obviously sometimes I have harder times than others, but that’s my main goal). Good luck, you are beautiful, and loved
The pumpkin bars look FABBBBULOUS. Thanks for the recipe!
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Chocolate chip blondies? When did you put those down??? I missed them, so you’ll have to bring them in again…
Julie, from work…
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Regarding the fat talk – I could have written this myself. I have been not exercising very much recently, which has led to a little gain (maybe a few lbs), but the fat talk was getting pretty bad. Last night, my husband actually kind of got mad at me about it. He basically was saying, “I don’t get it. You’re not fat, no one thinks you are. So stop it.” It made me realize that my negative body talk was affecting him, too. It also made me remember how powerful and in control I felt when I was exercising regularly, even though my weight was only maybe a few lbs different. An Aha! moment, for sure.
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OMG! those blondies look heavenly, def. gonna save this recipe
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